This is kind of hard to write. I'm in a place of tremendous change. And it's
going to mean doing business a lot differently. The tricky part is that I don't know yet what that looks like.
I'm in that place of clearing away layers of BLAH, BLAH, BLAH and getting to the heart of what matters a whole lot more. Honestly, I'm overwhelmed by the noise in the marketplace right now and don't want to be part of that.
The work I've been doing with an amazing performance coach is
turning my thinking upside down and inside out with some hard questions and even harder answers.
Kind of feels like I'm blindfolded and feeling my way forward toward this incredible light, and trusting (never easy for me) that the light is on what I want most, I just can't see it yet.
As a triple Type A woman, who is used to being entirely in charge and in control, I'm in neither right now and
it's scary, emotional, and at the same time exactly where I have to be. (Even when I want to shout "THIS SUCKS!")
I appreciate this won't make a lot of sense necessarily, just letting you know I'm taking a bit of time to sort out the BIG THINGS.
(And my perfectionism tendencies are screaming at me for using "I" all over this. I'm (there it is again) careful usually to make this about you. Being
other focused is far more comfortable than being inward focused.)
And if this place of UNCERTAINTY and UNKNOWN resonates or feels familiar, I'd love a shout because it feels very alone.
Mega Hugs,
Melissa
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